Jesus Christ is willing to forgive your sins. He is not willing that you perish. Come to Jesus Christ. He will show you how to live. Forgive your enemies, like Christ forgave us. He can change your heart to forgive and love again. Others will let you down, even those really close to you. Jesus will always be with you. Jesus will never leave you. Jesus will always love you.
Jesus will teach you to love your wife again. He will teach you to be a good example to your children.